I have no idea what to write right now... I'm serious...
I'm just typing here...
sitting on my bed
in my pink room
looking at how unusually neat it is...
it's so beautiful right now
I'm seriously wishing it would always stay like this...
I mean even my ceiling fan is clean
Why is my room this clean, you may ask?
two evil words
yes, you know those words
you know how dreadful they are
you know the way your mother tries to make those words sound apart of your everyday vocabulary
you also know the way she bribes you into doing stuff
no, not with money, not with things...
with just her words
just the way she goes, "oh my goodness! Look at this house it's such a mess! I feel so overwhelmed, I really need to clean up! It's going to take so long!"
and those eyes
those sad, convincing eyes
I DON'T KNOW
then comes the guilt trip
she doesn't have to say a word to you
she doesn't even have to ask you sometimes
it's the guilt trip
and no one, and I mean NO ONE, is immune to those
not even dad
but anywho... my room...
yeah, so I'm just looking around my immaculate room, wondering why it can't always be this way...
my dad asks the same thing, and when he reads this, I can bet you he'll say "TOLD YOU SO"
my beautiful pink room
yes, it's still pink
I'm an older teenager and still it's pink
that's my secret superpower
making young girly things look and seem awesome
it's very powerful
that's why the Avengers haven't called me in yet
that's why they haven't recruited me
my superpower is too strong for them
it's too overwhelming for their brains
they are so "petty... and tiny..."
see what I did there ^^^
heh... *cheesy grin*
my other super power is crazy awesome imagination. *rainbows spark from my hands*
There's a whole land inside my head
when I was little I never had an imaginary friend
I had an imaginary world
it was called Angie's Land
actually it still is
I visit there from time to time when I need "alone time"
that's where you'll find me when I zone out
and then suddenly pop out with these random and weird things that I have to say
I seriously don't know what's wrong with my little brain
sometimes I wonder if I'll end up in the nuthouse, teaching nuts how to dance
at least I'll be doing what I love most if I end up there.
Helmut Thielicke quote
"Charm is deceptive and beauty is fleeting, but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised."